January 2009
I Want to Feel the Sunshine.
I want to be able to connect with my world again. I have Depersonalization Disorder.
I wish someone could save me from this.
Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones, as the wind blows out...
– Francois de la Rouchefoucauld
My Mother's Lullaby...
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger May you never take one single breath for granted God forbid love ever leave you empty handed I hope you still feel small When you stand by the ocean Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens Promise me you’ll give faith a fighting chance And when you get the choice to sit it out...
OK, so… so… sometimes I lie. I mean, I’m weird, man. About...
– Sam from Garden State
Once upon a time, there was a girl...
For awhile now I have been crumbling a bit inside. Surface wise I am just as appealing as always. I really wish I wasn’t so odd. I am a loud wallflower…I am very shy and reserved around people I don’t know yet surround me with people I am familiar with and I will just yap yap yap. I feel a little cut off, actually alotta cut off from everyone. Even when I am yapping around my...